Bidding Goodbye

I speak to you, I speak my heart out

I talk to you, I want to be heard

I cry to you, I cry my heart out

I do so because you are my only escape, one who I think would understand

You stand out of the crowd, you are the one in many who cares for me more than anyone else.

You are my shadow, you are that one piece of me which is inseparable
You are near me, yet so far away from me
You give me happiness, you give me peace, yet you give me a sharp aching pain
A pain which is killing me silently,
I swear that I will never be back to you again, not even if a part of me is dying to see you, hear you... ...not even then.

But I can only confess that you lost a bit of me today, the bit you forgot ever existed
I have taken a step ahead and bid goodbye to you, hoping to see you someday
A day when I am no more a part of you, a day when you shall look upto me, and would have nothing to give back in return
Feeling a little cold inside, or feeling nothing at all...
That day you would bid me goodbye, a goodbye which would last forever in your memories, just to keep me alive... at least there's where I would only exist..............

Goodbye stranger!

Pencil Queens

Poetic Bundle

Another You

It is just another lonely night.

Just another night without you by my side. 

With no one to turn into, with no one to hold on tight.

It is one of those nights where I see blue, but only wished if I could see you.

Why can't it be one of those nights when I held onto you?

Why can't the sound of your voice be real, probably like the one when you screamed my name when I ran into you?

You were so warm, you were right there looking through my eyes, peeking in my soul.

Probably it was you or just my thought which was thinking of you.

I just so wish that you were real, as real as the real you...

Dark Desire

In the midst of the darkness I could only think of you.

My only hope, my only light is just when I think of you.

The sound of emptiness within and out, surrounds me always with the thought of you.

Only if thoughts could live, I would give my life to it to be back to you.

You still hunt me in my thoughts. 

You always walked with me through the lights.

You just missed walking with me through the dark.

That is where I am still waiting for you.

Standing in the dark corners of your mind is where you shall find me now.

With a smile, a rose and a candle in my hand, making way only for you.

I am waiting for you to turn on the lights, turn it on for this lifetime and the next one again.

Show it to the world I wasn't wrong in thinking about you while you were gone.

You have been my hope, you have been my desire.

You shall live in my heart, in my heart forever....

Green Aisle

The way you touch my hand and walk with me through the night. 

It makes me feel complete, it makes me feel light.

Can't stop staring at your eyes, in awe of your charm.

It still gives me chill, which runs through out inside.

It is grand out here with stars surrounding us in the sky.

The lush green trees on either sides, seem like welcoming us tonight.

A bit of green on the left, a bit of green on the right, 

With a bit of green under our feet and a starry studded sky.

It makes me feel you made it all for me, for us to start a life.

I walk with you through this path together, making a vow for a lifetime.

It is you who shall I see before I sleep and you who I wake up to.

Walking with you in this green aisle together, makes me feel I am with my life forever.